100 reasons to complain but still happy

Happy Belated Valentine's Day. I have put so much hope into and have held such high expectations for this day in the past. This year... nope. Don't really care. And for once, someone put effort into it and took me out to dinner... AND brought me a dozen roses. The biker is good at making me smile. However, I found a flaw. He lied to me this past weekend. Said he had to work but really didn't. I'm sure it's because he didn't want to hurt my feelings. He wanted to go out, I wanted to stay in, hoping to do so with him. Staying in with him is fun, if you know what I mean. But alas, I got the call... "Sorry, I have to work late."

A friend did some accidental snooping and found out that this was not the case.

Oh god... getting information that you just would rather not have is heartbreaking. And what am I supposed to do about it? I can't call him out on his lie and put my friend on the spot, along with her man-of-the-moment. (She is dating the biker's brother). So I jokingly accused him of ditching me on Saturday and going out. He swore up and down that he didn't. Maybe my friend got her information wrong. Maybe he's lying, maybe he's not. I don't know. But honestly, I really don't care. I really like the biker, but I can name 5 reasons why I shouldn't be in a long term relationship with him and that's reason enough for me not to rest all my hopes on him. He's fun... and will just have to work a little harder at impressing me because right now I've got a bad taste in my mouth.

So the new job didn't pan out either. I wasn't hired on as the new editor. Oh well. I am up for a salary increase at the end of this month and I can continue to take classes towards my MBA.

I am feeling a lack of creativeness lately. I am just writing updates and I want to write something that's worth reading. I'll work on that. Today. Stay tuned...